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Tuesday, April 20, 2010

Some days are diamonds...

I know I'm dating myself when I reference a John Denver song here...but the song that has rolled around my head today is "Some days are diamonds, some days are stone." It's not so much for the extended lyrics which are the musings of a jilted lover when he consider how life has been "without her"...but his answer is appropriate for many situations beyond lost love:

"Some days are diamonds some days are stones--Sometimes the hard times won't leave me alone--Sometimes a cold wind blows a chill in my bones--Some days are diamonds some days are stones."

This is the thing though...we can fixate on the stone OR we can look for the gems that are often found inside!

Whether it's a diamond day, or a stone day, may we all find the gems that surround us.

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Slow Fade

When DS 1 and DS 2 were little, we did a lot of singing in the car. One of the little songs we often sang was: "Oh be careful little eyes what you see. Oh be careful little eyes what you see. For the Father up above is looking down in love. So be careful little eyes what you see." And we would repeat with "ears" and "hearing" and "lips" and "saying." It's quite a simple song. Yet it's message is quite clear: "Watch our actions, God is watching."

I am only really starting to realize just how different that picture is for each human being. For some of us, it feels like "God is watching with his big stick ready to strike at the first sign of sin." For others, it's "God's watching, so you better be on your best behavior." And others it's binding, "God loves us now, but watch it, cause he might not if we do a wrong thing."

One of the smaller words in the song is actually one of the most important: Love. God watches us with so much love and adoration. And, just like any good parent, he never wants to see us self-destruct because of our attitude or actions. I really think THAT'S the message of this song.

Recently, the radio has been playing Casting Crowns' song "Slow Fade" more often. It is on their album titled "The Altar and the Door". And within these grown-up lyrics is woven the little song that my boys and I used to sing together. This song takes the child's song to a whole new level. It cautions all of us that we must be careful with our attitudes and actions cause it's a "Slow Fade when you give yourself away. People never crumble in a day."

And I love this picture because it is so true. For most of us, we fall a little bit...maybe even stumble...then we say "Oh that one time was OK..." and soon it mushrooms out of control (a la Oprah's recent weight gain admission). It doesn't happen all at once. But all at once we can find ourselves in the midst of fear, doubt, frustration, loneliness, emptiness, anger, etc. And we must realize that it is a "Slow Fade" that usually brings us to those places.

I love the piece of the picture that is so clear to me now..."there's a Father up above looking down in love." He's calling. Beckoning. And no matter WHERE we are or WHO we are or WHAT we've done, he's there. Waiting. And like the parent says to the wounded child, he says: "I told you to be careful. Now come on home and let me help get you cleaned up. I love you!"
Be careful little eyes what you see
It's the second glance that ties your hands as darkness pulls the
strings
Be careful little feet where you go
For it's the little feet behind you that are sure to follow

It's a slow fade when you give yourself away
It's a slow fade when black and white have turned to gray
Thoughts invade, choices are made, a price will be paid
When you give yourself away
People never crumble in a day
It's a slow fade, it's a slow fade

Be careful little ears what you hear
When flattery leads to compromise, the end is always near
Be careful little lips what you say
For empty words and promises lead broken hearts astray

(chorus)

The journey from your mind to your hands
Is shorter than you're thinking
Be careful if you think you stand
You just might be sinking

It's a slow fade when you give yourself away
It's a slow fade when black and white have turned to gray
Thoughts invade, choices are made, a price will be paid
When you give yourself away
People never crumble in a day
Daddies never crumble in a day
Families never crumble in a day

Oh be careful little eyes what see
Oh be careful little eyes what you see
For the Father up above is looking down in love
Oh be careful little eyes what you see


Sunday, June 03, 2007

Sunday Seven


It's definitely time to lighten things up around here! This week has been filled with some reflective and thought-filled posts. Some weeks are like that for me. My Sunday Seven this week reflects seven things for which I am grateful this past week:

1. I'm grateful for the ability to read. I have almost finished two books this week. I don't take this lightly as I know adults who struggle everyday with reading to make meaning of the simplest things. It's a "gift" for which I am glad....for it is a "gift" that can and does take me to spectacular places and helps me reach new personal heights.

2. I'm so thankful for family. Yesterday we spent time enjoying our "Tampa Crew" as we celebrated DS 1 and my Mother's birthdays. I brought my nieces and nephew home with me last night so their Mom and Dad could go out for some "adult time" for a while. I love spending time with them and watching them grow. It's a blessing to me.

3. My Darling Husband. God knew exactly what he was doing when He gave me "this" man. He is ever-patient with all the craziness that is our lives...and he "allows" me to go and do and be and explore all the avenues I want to...while always remaining a rock for me. I love that fact that he is always there for me.

4. Our new church. We went bowling with the new Middle School Youth leaders and some other people from the church the other night. It's strange being "new" to a place (as I've said here before)...but I am so thankful for a place that is allowing us to just "rest" and "be" for right now....and not constantly pushing us to "do" and "give" (not that doing and giving isn't important). It's almost like a much needed "break" for me.

5. My job. I know I've said this before. I really do love what I do. I think when I really "dig" into the "why" for this a couple of things come to my mind: a) I feel "called" to education. It's truly my passion. b) I work with a great team of people. I know that my voice is heard in our school, and I'm glad. I also know that when I need to be quiet or "get a life" my colleagues are not afraid to tell me. It's such a blessing to be in a place that is a balance of give and take.

6. Music. I love the fact that I can listen to all kinds of music! When I think about the CDs in my car, I would describe it as eclectic. It's little bits of all kinds of styles and genres. I'm happiest when there's music playing and I can sing along. I find such peace in it.

7. Blogging. I continue to realize just what a support the blogging community is. I am regularly nudged out of my comfort zone when I surf some of your blogs. I also sense such love and support out there. It's something that cannot be described to those who don't do it...it's one of those things where the depth and breadth is only realized when you dive in and give it a go.

Happy Sunday, Everyone!!

Thursday, April 19, 2007

Thursday Thirteen #47



Thirteen things SUSAN is thinking today:


1. He's gone....it's about time!
I certainly admire his chutzpah, but it was getting to be a bit tiring.
2. I really am liking Jordin Sparks. She did an amazing job Tuesday.
3. I still think Melinda can outsing them all.
4. I love what Idol is doing next week.
5. I totally missed Simon's face thing from Tuesday when people thought he was disrespecting the VT community.
6. I thought it was good that he addressed it last night.
7. I still didn't think Lakesha deserved to be in the bottom two.
8. Florida was very heavy for Phil Stacy votes. I think he did an amazing job on Tuesday. Country is definitely his genre.
9. I am excited to see all those performers on next week's show.
10. My favorite "star" coach this season has surprisingly been Lulu. She really coached them and I liked that.
11. I think Tony Bennett and Diana Ross seemed "tired" on the show.
12. I'd like to go to the summer tour if they come to our area. I wanted to go last year and never got myself in gear to buy tickets.
13. I wonder where Sanjaya will show up next? I'm not thinking that TV producers are going to let him fade into total obscurity.

Monday, February 26, 2007

Monday Musings....


I love this speech delivered by Sojourner Truth in 1851 at a Women's Rights Convention. There is some discrepancy about what her actual words really were--this is an account given by Frances Gage, the leader of the movement many years after the convention.
There is, however, no question that she addressed the meeting (a room full of men--many who were ministers and women) in a very powerful way with her very tall (5'11'+ frame) and "soulful deep-toned voice". There is no question that she was NOT on the day's agenda...this was impromptu. And there is NO QUESTION that she spoke to the hearts of women (and men) in that room.
It really is a reminder that we, as women, are not so different from one another. In my mind it's so much more than equality...and/or feminism...it's about being part of a human race that really knows no race or ethnic differences. It's about recognizing that we are all God's children.
I love it, though that this woman who lived through slavery...in a time where it really wasn't apropos for a woman to speak in public...much less a black woman....wasn't afraid to speak what she believed. She spoke with passion. She spoke from her heart. She obviously lived her life with passion. Would that we would all find ways to defend a cause or help one another with such heart! I think we could change the world if there were more modern day "Sojourners".
And so, I ask myself...in what areas do I need to be bold and speak out on behalf of others? Here's Sojourner's example:

Ain't I A Woman?

by Sojourner Truth

Delivered 1851 at the Women's Convention in Akron, Ohio

Well, children, where there is so much racket there must be something out of kilter. I think that 'twixt the negroes of the South and the women at the North, all talking about rights, the white men will be in a fix pretty soon. But what's all this here talking about?


That man over there says that women need to be helped into carriages, and lifted over ditches, and to have the best place everywhere. Nobody ever helps me into carriages, or over mud-puddles, or gives me any best place! And ain't I a woman? Look at me! Look at my arm! I have ploughed and planted, and gathered into barns, and no man could head me! And ain't I a woman? I could work as much and eat as much as a man - when I could get it - and bear the lash as well! And ain't I a woman? I have borne thirteen children, and seen most all sold off to slavery, and when I cried out with my mother's grief, none but Jesus heard me! And ain't I a woman?

Then they talk about this thing in the head; what's this they call it? [member of audience whispers, "intellect"] That's it, honey. What's that got to do with women's rights or negroes' rights? If my cup won't hold but a pint, and yours holds a quart, wouldn't you be mean not to let me have my little half measure full?

Then that little man in black there, he says women can't have as much rights as men, 'cause Christ wasn't a woman! Where did your Christ come from? Where did your Christ come from? From God and a woman! Man had nothing to do with Him.

If the first woman God ever made was strong enough to turn the world upside down all alone, these women together ought to be able to turn it back , and get it right side up again! And now they is asking to do it, the men better let them.

Obliged to you for hearing me, and now old Sojourner ain't got nothing more to say.